I'm extremely and undeniably bored. day after day, sheesh how did life turn out so boring? I seriously need to pick myself up.
Oh me oh my, maybe I should go on a trip to find myself I wonder?
Oh that's right, I'm broke. Have no job. Still going to school to make up for what I missed last year. Yeah, it's boring.
The only interesting thing is my Japanese classes with Yukiko-sensei. Which makes me feel like I'm actually going somewhere. Otherwise I'm at a complete standstill. If not overwhelmed by the feeling of going backwards. Boring. I can't even muster up the feeling to be properly depressed about it. Rather I'm apathetic. Which is also incredibly boring. Nothing happens when you're apathetic, and if something by some chance happens to come along I'm apathetic to the degree of not realizing it or simply ignoring it as everything is so troublesome to do, again due to feeling apathetic about everything...

Well wasn't this an outstandingly and utterly boring journal entry...


Aaah I guess I'll watch some horror movies when Halloween is here. I hate them so that will at least stir my feelings. Of fear...
Better than nothing.

Happy halloween...